Saturday, 11 September 2010
OOTD: Blue Dress and a Beehive
Well it was less a beehive and more a subtle Snooki Poof.
Anyway, i went out last night very briefly for drinks a pizza to bid farewell to my lovely friend Lauren who departs for university on Sunday. She's not going very far away, it's less than an hour on the train to see her, but just knowing that she won't be available at short notice on random nights of the week for cups of tea and cigarettes in my back garden makes me a bit sad.
I'm watching a lot of my friends go to uni at the moment, some are just starting and some are going back for 2nd and 3rd years. It makes me feel strange, i know I'll be going in a year so it's not jealousy or anything like that, i think it's just because i always thought I'd go to school, go to college, go to uni, get a job and that would be it, done all in one lump. So now, partly through my choices, partly through other circumstances I'm watching all the people i know live out the plan i had for myself whilst i sorta just go with the flow. It doesn't scare me or upset me, it just bewilders me that i was so sure of everything I'd do and how and when and where I'd do it but yet I'm the one who's ended up taking a break from it all to just, well bum about. Funny how life turns out right?
I mean when i was 11 i wanted to be a pro wrestler.
I barely spoke about the clothes. What a fool : )